A message to my dearest friends/RP buddies in Twitter

To @VertGoddess, @Ruuto16, @Immortal_ravel and @Nepgear_CPUC:

Hey guys. I know its been quite a long time since I all met you on Twitter. It was a sudden big change in my RP career, I guess you could say. I was able to open myself up using my character as a channel to that energy we share in our RP sessions, whether it be on tweets or DMs.

Now, I know some of you doubt me. Particularly about the people I follow, especially those who have the same character as any of you (especially to Vert).

You see, I'm the kind of person who would never replace those who I have already placed as the RPers I talk to. Of course, new people come to my timeline and of course, I have to treat everyone fairly and responsibly. I know I made my mistakes, especially to Vert, but still, I ain't the perfect OC out there. Not the best admin of this OC either.

You see, I had much worse during the last 6 years since I have started the RP thing. I was much worse than any of you back then. And I admit, I suffered a lot. I was cyber-bullied and stuffs. My accounts on FB have been hacked because of their bullying.

Now, all I want for you guys is to understand and clear your doubts, not that I can completely do so, but most of it. I'm already grateful to you that you followed me and bear with me on Twitter because, I know, some of my tweets are random rants and rambles and other sad stuff. But, its not all like that. You guys will never and never ever be replaceable to me. You already are my friends. And there's no fact that can ever change that.

Now I know I seem emotional all the time, but thats just how I roll. To me, its better to let it out than keep it all in for years. Its unhealthy for me. 

As I write this, honestly, I'm debating on whether I should quit. Because I feel as if I hurt you guys more and be a burden rather than be a pleasant person and a friend to you.

Before I might possibly leave, I just want to ask you one thing?

Was I ever worth your time?